Archive for April, 2008

Weary, onward we go again (just 10 days).

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008

Just a pair of weary souls. That’s us. It’s been roughly seven months of engagement. What can we say. We are tired. So tired.
In ten days the painful stretch comes to an end. Thank God. And whatever would we do without Him.
I find that my times alone with my pen full of ink and a blank sheet of paper have become more and more scarce as life moves through each day. Even typing out thoughts as I do now is a rare occurrence of late. I find I miss writing. But there seems to be precious little to write about these days. Ironic. Everything important has rallied together to try to fit into two months of one year, it seems, and yet I’ve found naught to write of…I never thought it would feel that way. So I just sit. And wait. Not idle for a moment for there is to much to do to sit still at the present. But in my mind I am just a child. There’s everything to do before Christmas but nothing to do till Christmas…and suddenly I fear that I am the only one that makes sense to. What shall I make of that?
Ten days. Shall we laugh? Shall we cry? I must look like one of those faces looking out from a mid-evil, baroque painting. Those blank and beautiful expressionless faces. Their faces were not blank because they had no stories to tell. No. No, no.
Looking over the past year in my minds eye it all seems to blur together. It wasn’t so quick while it was happening but now that we are hear it feels as though I have scarcely had time to blink as it went by. If I take a moment to sweep away all the clutter temporarily invading my mind, I can remember the sunny moments. Times God unexpectedly gifted us with something lovely. And times our hearts were left to rest in His presence. Yes, it shall be good to find some rest again, soon. Indeed it shall. And God is still showing us how He never falls, never fails us, and is graciously providing for every aspect of our life. And I shant forget all those times our Father caused us to cry by simply existing as the great God He is. Lord, may I never forget.
So we’re ready to move on. Ready to enter a new bit of life with one another and God. I am preparing to move all my things into the mountains. What an indescribable feeling.
Run for the hills!
I never expected my life to look like anyone else’s and, by golly, that’s the one thing that hasn’t surprised me about these past few years.
Here we go. With Father pulling our weary selves onward and succeeding with HIS strength alone.
Here we go…

For all you who are having trouble with the wedding site…

Thursday, April 10th, 2008

Here is a direct link to our registry:

http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wedding/12YGQKG6R4WDE

Just click the link above and it’ll take right there.

And here is our wedding website:

http://asilverknightsfire.com/wedding/

Also when you go to R.S.V.P. be sure you fill out the entire form to do so because otherwise it will not submit properly. Any questions? You have three options to get a hold of us.

  1. Just scroll to the bottom of this post and hit “comment” to leave us a note. (If you do this be sure to leave us your email or phone number so we can get back to you).
  2. Email Leandra directly at rfkrocklk@gmail.com or
  3. Call the number on your invitation and leave us a detailed message (it’s fine to R.S.V.P. on the answering machine if you’re not so computer savvy. Just make sure you leave the number of people attending and of course your last name and phone number).

We ask you to do this as soon as possible as we do need a head count to plan out the rest of our details. Thank you so much. God bless.

18ness at Last!

Thursday, April 3rd, 2008


This is how I feel.

It’s good to be 18 at long last.

AAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

We’ve only a month to go till marriage. God is so good.